Little ol' me
Hi friends! well, for starters I'm a 17 Year old girl in California. I've had a very troubling life which has shaped who I am today. And I am very thankful for it.
I was born with a rare condition called "cystic-hygroma" and life started out challenging. Anyways my point is, it has allowed me to live and be aware of my surroundings. The thing I'm thankful for is it has always been s gift, even if I didn't realize it.
Whenever I even begun feeling the slightest sympathy for myself, I would always tell myself how lucky i acctualy was. How so many people and children out there have life so much worse. I was never really allowed all the negativity around me and which in was facing get me down.
Bad things happened so often I quickly got used to the fact that people were facing their own issues in life and were learning to cope themselves with reality. I could never blame them for handling things harshly , because in the end they feel their own pains, and are their own critics.
They learn their own ways to help them grow and shape themselves hopefully to learn the peaceful way of living. The best thing I could do is show them love. And given, its taken me time to cope and even I have had tough times only to later hope I'll be forgiven or understood, listened to... I want to be the person I want to see in others. I want people to know I'm here for them the best I can. I will listen and act with my heart, because times get tough and it always helps to have someone thatl listen. Someone that acts through the light of God. Who can act as a doorway of warmth and compassion.
Now, with my condition I tend to be in the hospital alot. I eventually came to the conclusion that stress plays a big role on me getting sick. Being raised in a stressful environment I knew no other ways. That's how I found meditation which is by far one if the best decisions Ive ever made.
I am still currently on my journey and always will be, but with my chakras balanced and mind and body cleansed, I can strive to be the best me I can truly be. I can act as a light for those in darkness. I can share the word of God and all his Love for us. We are one!